Forget it!

                                Forget everything. Things will be better. I am not a person who can take failure this easily. I might have done so in past but it can not go on like this forever. Things have to change. I don't have much time.
                                

This is a journal containing my deepest feelings and wildest thoughts. I will not want anyone going through this blog. If you are here then be sure you have been misdirected as it contains nothing to interest you. I am sorry.

                                       I cannot give up like a loser. I have to do something about the situation as I don't like the situation. It is my duty and my responsibility. Noone can help me. I have to make the efforts myself. I am not sure whether I will be able to change the situation or not. I always wanted so. I will never say I tried before because there were only plans and no effort. If there is no implementation of any plan the plan becomes null and void. It pains me write and I dont know what exactly I am writing. I had different intentions with this blog but now it will serve only as a diary. People are losing faith in me. I am losing faith in me. But it hurts. It hurts a lot. I hate myself now. I am afraid to chart out a new plan as I am kind of sure what will be its future. Fuck my english now. I dont care about it now.
                                But I will try. Like I said before I cannot give up. Iwill be the master of my own fate. It will be me who will decide what happens to me. I am sure if I give the right efforts in the right direction victory will not be denied me.

Sure I am that this day we are masters of our fate, that the
task which has been set before us is not above our strength;
that its pangs and toils are not beyond my endurance. As
long as we have faith in our own cause and an unconquerable
will to win, victory will not be denied us.
                                                         - Winston Churchill

When you are inspired by some great purpose, some
extraordinary project, all of your thoughts break their
bonds: your mind transcends limitations, your
consciousness expands in every direction and you find
yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant
forces, faculties and talents become alive and you discover
yourself to be a greater person than you ever dreamed
yourself to be.

                        - Patanjali

                            I have to do something and fast. I have to regain my own faith to keep my hopes alive. I declare this very moment as the turning point of my life. I can't lose this time because I wont let myself lose. I will have to be patient and determined. I will show myself what is my potential. I have to prove myself before my own eyes. This will be all round improvement with my own efforts. I might have have said this before many times( and failed) but I will say again...."Lets Rock the World".